Soon Soon Soon....we be out this bia

At this time, I understand. I get it. This will be a journey. A challenge. A learning experience. Traveling the world. Part of me must feel like conquering the impossible. Leaving No leaf unturned. Tahir and I are partners in this thing. I am pretty sure that travel and kids will bring us closer. In fact since we have been married we have been traveling. That is true. Dominican Republic, Vermont, Costa Rica, Trinidad and cruise to Jamaica and Cayman. I have a plan for me and T in Ocho Rios and the kids will join us in Cayman. Perfect Balance. We will get to see partially the travel life. The kids are learning Mandarin and getting used to Taiwanese at the Buddhist temple. There is a richness I don't want to miss out on. I still want to be sexy when we party in Beirut and Tel Aviv and Ibiza. I want to feel comfortable going into the herb shops in Amsterdam. I want to soak in all that life has to offer without fear. That comes with chances but so does not doing anything but the expected. It also comes with a characteristic feeling of what the fuck is the point of all of this shit ? ! I have a vision and each and every day is starting to feel more and more like my plane will be pulling up any moment now. Airports, food, people a good night sleep. Maybe that's the thing about travel : that when you have less routine, less that you "HAVE" to do, that you have to keep up with, and maintain then you can wake up and simply give thanks for the day, the natural beauty before your eyes, interact with people in a genuine way and learn to belly laugh again. Besides that the different types of music, fashion and man candy definitely wont hurt !